Ok so it's not that dramatic. But being a reletively soft spoken person, sometimes I feel like I just want to scream at myself. Hey, even Buddhists have their moments. Sometimes I look at myself and think "You're such a empty-headed schoolgirl sometimes!" I hate what feelings of love do to a person. It makes them so vulnerable! I know I sound like a cynic. I think I expect too much. Whatever the case, I was dissapointed today. In both myself and the unfolding of events. But I will triumph. Today was only one day. I always have tomorrow, and in the words of James Bond, tomorrow never dies.